Earl Grey Loaf Cake with Mint and Yuzu Glaze

February 03, 2017 by Dominique Villanueva in loaf cakes

I hate asking for help in public.

I will spend hours trying to do something by myself rather than ask for help from anyone, even people whose only purpose of being in the same room as you is to assist you.

I blame my mom. When I was a kid, anytime I needed help finding something she would wave me off, saying, "Look with your eyes, not with your mouth!" Thx.

So, when I decided I wanted to incorporate yuzu into a dessert it took me over an hour to actually find yuzu juice in my neighborhood Japanese market, for a few reasons:

my aforementioned aversion to asking for assistance
everything in Mitsuwa is, obviously, labelled in Japanese or English approximations of Japanese words
my social anxiety of being observed and judged to be a Dumb Person(TM), causing me to switch between standing in one aisle, googling Japanese to English translations of bottle labels on my phone, and wandering aimlessly around the rest of Mitsuwa pretending like I know exactly what I'm doing

Eventually, after googling many different iterations of "bottled yuzu juice brand dessert sweet" I settled on a bottle of yuzu juice that was labelled "Yuzu Dressing Base," which threw me off because I had completely ignored that bottle in favor of "Yuzu Extract" for the first 20 minutes of my search. I hesitated to buy the Yuzu Extract bottle because I knew that I wasn't looking for extract, I was looking for actual yuzu juice without any alcohol. I skipped over the Yuzu Dressing Base because, to me, "dressing" implied savory purposes. Turns out it was the only bottle that didn't have any alcohol or salt listed in the ingredients, and upon further inspection I saw that the bottle even said on its label that its uses ranged from sweet to savory. At that point I was too relieved that I had found what I was looking for to feel irritated that it took me so long to notice something right in front of my face.

Anyway, I really wanted to use yuzu instead of plain old lemon juice because yuzu has a much more floral quality to it than lemon, which in turn brings out the floral and bergamot elements in earl grey tea. The floral note in earl grey is what encourages many to pair it with lavender, but personally I find that combination to be a little too perfumed for my taste. The additional bright tang of yuzu, plus the freshness of the mint leaves, prevents the whole thing from tasting like a Lush bath bomb.

You could, of course, save yourself the trouble of internal turmoil at the thought of asking for help at a supermarket and switch the yuzu with lemon juice instead.

I'm just saying that my socially awkward ass overcame alllllllllll that just to get some damn yuzu juice, so it's pretty worth it. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Earl Grey Loaf cake

Ingredients

1 cup milk
5 bags earl grey tea
8 tbs (1 stick) butter, cold
1 cup sugar
3 eggs, room temp
1 tsp vanilla
2 cups all purpose flour
1 1/2 tsp baking powder

Method

Heat the milk in a small saucepan just until tiny bubbles appear around the edge. Remove from heat, add the 5 bags earl Grey tea. Cover and let steep for 20 min. . Remove the bags, and use the back of a wooden spoon to squeeze the bags against the side of the saucepan to extract all the milk and flavor possible. Allow milk to cool to room temperature. For a stronger flavor, leave the bags in until the milk is at room temperature

In a small bowl, whisk together the flour and the baking powder .

Preheat oven to 325* F. Grease and line a 9x5" loaf pan with parchment, leaving 1" of parchment overhang.

In the bowl of a standing mixer, cream the butter on low for 1 min, then stream in the sugar against the side of the bowl. Cream together the sugar and the butter on low-medium until pale and fluffy. Scrape down the bowl, then beat in the eggs one at a time, scraping between each egg. Beat in the vanilla.

Remove the bowl from the mixer. Using a rubber spatula, fold in 1/3 of the flour mixture by hand. Follow with 1/2 of the milk tea. Fold in another 1/3 of the flour, then the last half of the milk, and finally the last 1/3 of the flour. Fold together until just combined, and no streaks of flour remain.

Pour the batter into the prepared pan.bake at 325*F for about 50 minutes, checking for done-ness at 45 minutes. Stick a skewer or chopstick in the center to check if any wet batter remains - if not, remove from the oven and let cool in the pan on a wire rack for 10 minutes. After 10 minutes, use the parchment to pull the loaf from the pan and cool directly on the wire rack.

Mint and Yuzu Glaze

Ingredients

1/4 cup water
1/2 cup fresh mint leaves
2 tbs yuzu juice
1 1/4 cup powdered sugar

Method

Puree together the water and the mint leaves. Let sit for 20 min, then strain out the water into a medium bowl. (I used two strainers overlapping each other, which left only the tiniest bits of mint in the water.) The water will look very green, don't worry. Add the yuzu juice, then in 1/4 cup increments add the powdered sugar. Whisk until all the sugar is incorporated. For thicker glaze, add more powdered sugar.

Assembly

Once the loaf is completely cooled to room temperature, remove all the parchment paper and place it and the cooling rack over a sheet pan. Pour the glaze over, starting from the center of the loaf and moving the glaze around the loaf as necessary. Garnish with fresh lemon zest for an extra citrus kick.

Profit.

Persimmon Cheesecake Squares

November 03, 2016 by Dominique Villanueva in bars

Everyone you let into your life is either a blessing or a lesson. If you know them long enough, they can start as one and end up as the other. Relationships blossom, flourish, ebb, and sometimes end. Such is life.

In the midst of the spectacle of a heartbreak or another type of estrangement leading to the end of a relationship (be it romantic, familial, or platonic), it's easy to forget that a person who has now become a Lesson led you to some beautiful Blessings along the way.

An ex-boyfriend pointed me in the direction of my first music job, without which I wouldn't have found (ha) the first real, passionate people I'd ever worked with. Before that, an ex-friend introduced me to a Taiwanese restaurant that was hiring, where I met one of my best friends and had some real Formative Years serving overpriced boba to unsympathetic customers. (It's also where I met that ex-boyfriend, who was an a-little-too-sympathetic customer.)

I went to a party last Saturday where I ate too little and drank too much, but before I puked on a bag in my boyfriend's car (note: on, not in) I had a great time catching up with not only Hannah, the friend hosting the party, but our mutual friend whose ex-boyfriend was/is my ex-boyfriend's best friend.

Seeing her made me realize three things:

The South Bay is a fucking inescapable microcosm.
She's a super cool chick and we definitely didn't hang out enough when we were with our respective exes.
A little while from now, today will seem like a long time ago, and it'll mean something else to you in retrospect.

My view on persimmons is much the same.

I never liked them all that much as a kid. They're not as sweet as mangos, not as refreshing as watermelons, and not as convenient as oranges (which, what the fuck, are pre-sliced by nature).

And for some reason persimmon trees grow exclusively in grandparents' backyards? All the persimmons I've ever eaten in my life have come from either my Nanay or someone else's grandparents. The ones I used to make this cheesecake are no different (thanks, Ella and Andrew).

When I set out to make a cheesecake, I knew I wanted to flavor it with something in season, mildly sweet, and that would hold up well to spices. We've all seen pumpkin everywhere lately, and don't get me wrong, I love a good pumpkin recipe, but pumpkin isn't a flavor I thought I could add much to.

When I thought of persimmons, I knew they ticked every box - I just wasn't particularly fond of them. I wasn't even excited to taste them for my recipe. I chewed listlessly though a couple chunks before deciding they would serve my needs.

I grew up eating fuyu persimmons, the variety that's usually peeled and eaten while the fruit is still hard. Actually, I've never had hachiya persimmons (the soft, jelly-like ones) in my life, and didn't know they existed until doing some research for this recipe. Not only was I familiar with fuyu persimmons, but their starchiness would hold up well to the runny cheesecake batter I'd be making.

My attitude toward persimmons completely changed when I cooked them down into a jam to swirl into the cheesecake. A little sugar, cinnamon, and nutmeg flipped my whole perspective on their potential.

this was an uglier batch i made don't judge me

Special Equipment

8x8 square baking pan
10x12 aluminum foil tray
Electric mixer

Ingredients

Graham Cracker Crust:

1 cup graham cracker crumbs (or about 1 to 1 1/2 sleeves of graham crackers, crushed into crumbs)
1 cup granulated sugar
1/2 cup pecan pieces
6 tbs melted butter

Persimmon Jam

4 to 5 large persimmons
water, for blending
1 1/4 cups granulated sugar
1 tbs all-purpose flour, 2 tbs water
1/2 tsp cinnamon
1 pinch of nutmeg

Cheesecake Batter

2 8-oz packages of cream cheese, room temperature
2 eggs, room temperature
1/3 cup of sour cream, room temperature
1 1/4cup granulated sugar
1 tsp vanilla extract
boiling water

Method

Make the jam

Peel and chop all the persimmons, then place in an electric blender. Puree until smooth. If your blender is having trouble pureeing, help it along with a bit of water until it gets going. Note that the more water you add, the longer it will take to simmer out.
Pour the pureed persimmons into a small saucepan. Mix in the sugar, then allow the mixture to simmer over medium-low heat for 15-20 minutes, stirring occasionally.
Meanwhile, mix the flour and the two tablespoons of water until no chunks of flour remain.
After reducing the puree until it darkens (meaning the fruit is cooked), pour in the flour/water mixture while stirring the jam. Stir and cook continuously over low heat for another 10 minutes, or until the mixture thickens.
Once thick, remove the pan from the heat and stir in the cinnamon and nutmeg. Allow the jam to cool to room temperature while assembling the other components.

Make the crust

Pre-heat your oven to 350 degrees F. In a medium mixing bowl, whisk together the graham cracker crumbs, sugar, and melted butter until the mixture looks and feels like wet sand. Add the pecan pieces and mix to distribute.
Line the 8x8 pan with parchment paper, with overhang for easy removal. Evenly press the crumb mixture by hand into the bottom of the pan. Try to make it as level as possible, paying extra attention to the edges of the crust.
Bake the crust for 12 minutes. Begin the cheesecake batter while waiting, but don't forget to take the crust out of the oven. Set aside until the batter is ready.

Make the batter

Cut the cream cheese into chunks and place in the bowl of a standing mixer (or in a bow large enough for an electric hand mixer). Beat on medium-high speed for 2 minutes. Scrape down the sides of the bowl, add the sour cream, then beat for another two minutes. Add the eggs, one at a time, scraping down the sides of the bowl after each addition. Add the sugar, then the vanilla. Give the bowl one last scrape down, then beat the whole thing for 2 minutes.
Pour about 1/4 cup of the batter into a ziplock bag or a piping bag. (Hint: place the ziplock over a glass, then invert the top onto the lip of the glass to keep it in place.)
Mix 3/4 of the (now cool) persimmon jam into the cheesecake batter. (Reserve the rest for toast, or, as one of my friends suggested, serve with vanilla ice cream.)
Pour the persimmon cheesecake batter over the crust. The batter should be runny, and should spread itself evenly.
Take the ziplock bag of the reserve (still white) cheesecake batter, twist it so all the batter is forced into one corner. Cut off the very tip of the corner (carefully - remember it's pretty runny) and pipe diagonal stripes into the persimmon batter. The stripes should seamlessly spread into the batter. Take a chopstick, toothpick, or skewer and, on the bias direction (making an x essentially) draw lines into the batter. Then draw parallel lines to the lines you just drew in the other direction. (If this is confusing, just swirl the white lines into the orange batter, it's not that serious.)

Finish him

Place the 8x8 pan into the 10x13 aluminum tray. Pour boiling water into the tray until it's about 3/4 of the way full.
Place the whole thing (the aluminum tray with the boiling water and the 8x8 pan inside) into the oven. The idea is to make a water bath, which helps the cheesecake bake evenly and prevents cracking once it's finished. Bake for 50 minutes to an hour.
The cheesecake is finished baking when the edges begin to brown and the center no longer jiggles when the pan is moved.
Once the cheesecake is done, turn off the oven but leave the pan inside. Prop open the oven door and allow the cheesecake to cool with the oven for 15 minutes. (Cooling too quickly at room temperature will shock the cheesecake, potentially cracking the surface).
Carefully remove the aluminum tray, pour out the hot water, and remove the 8x8 pan. Place on a wire rack to completely cool to room temperature. Once completely cool, wrap the pan and place in the fridge overnight or at least 5 hours to set the cheesecake.
Profit.

Chocolate, Blackberry and Basil Cupcakes

August 18, 2016 by Dominique Villanueva in cupcakes

How did I get here?

The short version: I was pressured into going straight to a university right after high school. Hated almost everything I studied because I was chasing the Idea of Stability (America's biggest commodity). Found my way into a couple internships in the music industry on almost a whim. Realized, not for the first time, that I never excel unless I want to. I never want to unless I'm inspired.

Even though I'm no longer rubbing elbows with musicians, I don't look back on my brief stint in music as a waste of time. It was never something I embarked trying to make it big behind the scenes. I never dreamed of glory, and certainly not money (both my internships were unpaid - though I did enjoy a pretty generous stipend for my commute from my first one). I approached my first internship as a way of derailing every avenue I had previously thought possible for myself. Among many things, it taught me that my path doesn't have to meet anyone's expectations but my own.

That being said, I hardly did any work I was proud of while I was working in music. Some of that has to do with my low positions, more of that has to do with my lack of initiative. I could see that the people around me found pride in the Hustle, whereas I was more accustomed to finding pride in my Results. I didn't result in much of anything.

So, in the purgatory of unemployment, I started baking. But, to me, it's more than just making raw ingredients edible - it's creating. For the first time, I'm feeling that sense of pride in the Hustle, as well as reaping the rewards in the Results. I hesitate to call myself an artist (hard pass) but I imagine this is similar to how an artist feels.

These cupcakes are simple to put together, but taste as complex and layered as any regular cake. In fact, I made a cake version of these cupcakes for my friend Youma's birthday, so don't write these off as lowly little Sprinkles-wannabes.

Three elements to this cupcake: chocolate cake, blackberry jam, and basil buttercream. You're about to get two recipes in one post (because I'm not gonna lie, I'm too lazy to make blackberry jam from scratch when store-bought tastes just fine), which hopefully makes up for my lack of posting sooner.

This chocolate recipe results in a light, spongey cupcake. Just the right amount of chocolate that it complements the blackberry and basil without overpowering them or leaving a heavy, cloyingly rich chocolate taste in your mouth.

The basil buttercream is definitely something special. I had never made a cooked flour buttercream before trying my hand at this, but now I think it'll be my go-to. Because it requires cooking milk and flour together, it's perfect for flavor infusions you would otherwise need extracts for.

Chocolate Cupcakes:

Adapted from Handle the Heat. Yields 15 cupcakes. Which is annoying because a regular cupcake pan makes 12 so there's that extra batter you have to either waste or use a second pan for.

Ingredients:

1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 cup granulated sugar
1/2 cup brown sugar
3/4 tsp baking soda
1/4 tsp salt
4 tbsp butter, cut into cubes
2/3 cup semi-sweet chocolate chips
1/4 cup cocoa powder
1/2 cup boiling water
1/2 cup buttermilk, room temp
1/3 cup sour cream, room temp
1 tsp vanilla
2 large eggs, room temp

Method:

Line a cupcake pan (or two) with paper liners. Preheat oven to 350 degrees.
In a medium bowl, whisk or sift together the flour, the two sugars, baking soda, salt, and cocoa powder. Set aside.
Place the butter and chocolate chips in a large bowl. Add the boiling water, then cover with foil and let sit for two to three minutes. Stir together until smooth.
Add the buttermilk, sour cream, and vanilla to the chocolate mixture. Mix well.
Beat in eggs, one at a time, into the chocolate mixture. Mix well after each egg.
Add the flour mixture to the chocolate mixture. Fold together just until no streaks of flour show in the batter - no further.
Use an ice cream scoop to pour batter into the cupcake tins, no higher than 2/3 full. Note: if you like your cupcakes without any muffin-esque overhang, only fill tins half-way. This recipe rises and domes nicely.
Bake for about 18 minutes, or until the cake springs back when pressed lightly.
Remove from oven and let cool in pan on top of a wire rack for ten minutes, then remove the cupcakes from the tin and place them directly on the wire rack.

Basil Buttercream:

Adapted from The Vanilla Bean Blog. Yields enough for 20 cupcakes, or those 15 cupcakes you made plus extra for dipping those extra blackberries you bought for garnish. Just a suggestion.

Ingredients:

2 cups whole milk
1 1/2 cup fresh basil leaves, or more if in a hurry
1 1/2 cups granulated sugar
1/3 cup all purpose flour
1 1/2 cups (three sticks) unsalted butter, room temperature (or about 70 degrees if "room temperature" happens to be in the triple digits)
1/2 tsp pure vanilla extract
1/4 tsp mint or peppermint extract - less, if you can manage that. It's really just to enhance the freshness of the basil.

Method

In a small pot, pour the milk and add the basil leaves (shred or muddle the basil leaves prior to adding). Bring to barely a simmer over medium heat, stirring constantly to avoid scorching. Remove from heat once tiny bubbles appear around the edges of the pan. Cover and let sit for four hours or more. Note: the more basil leaves, the less time the infusion needs to sit.
After a few hours, strain the leaves from the milk; pour milk back into the pot. Add the flour and sugar, stirring to combine. Bring mixture to a boil, stirring occasionally (about 10 minutes). The mixture will thicken into a pudding, and will coat a wooden spoon without dripping.
Remove from heat, transfer pudding to the bowl of a stand mixer. Mix on medium high with the paddle attachment to cool, about 10 minutes.
Decrease speed to low, add butter one cube at a time, pausing five seconds between each addition. Continue to mix on low for three minutes or until the butter is well incorporated, then increase speed to medium high. Whip until frosting is pale and fluffy.

Assembly

Use a spoon or knife to carve a small, cone-shaped hole in the center of the cooled cupcakes. Fill with blackberry jam. Pipe frosting as desired (I used Wilton tip #2D in the pictures above). Garnish with fresh blackberries.